Missing

On days like today, as we wait with baited breath to hear the VP nomination, one thought occurs to me over and over. I'm so sad that Tim Russert is missing this. I can picture his face, washed in excitement and anticipation as he handicaps the field. Somehow, without his commentary, it's just a little less exciting.

Death has been one of the themes of this year. Since February, when a childhood friend died, I find myself reflecting on him at strange moments. During a particularly heavy rainstorm, I remember thinking "Matt isn't experiencing this rain. He's not here to see it or feel it." It's a realization that continues to sneak up on me at random times.

I have the same process of realization regarding Tim Russert. He's not here to wait with us on pins and needles. He's missing this part. It makes me sad.