I'm scared and sad and frankly, terrified. I want to feel happy and light hearted and playful. But, today, the weight of the future is on my shoulders.
What if he's not the one. What if I'm just fooling myself. What if I have cast him in a role that doesn't fit - a role he doesn't want. Not ending up with him terrifies me.
But, what if he is the one. What if it's true. What if he does want to be with me in the end. Equally terrifying. Scares me just as much to think about actually getting what I want.
I have never felt this way about someone. Not even close.
I don't know what to do.
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