Chilling

I have had an unnatural sense of calm the last few weeks. There are certain things I know are going to happen in the future and they have dwarfed any of the silly stressers in my life right now.

Though I assume this won't have a reader, I will be vague on this count just in case it does.

But, leaving details aside, I am calm. I have noticed I am using the word "chill" a lot these days. I don't know who I got that from. It's not a word that is at home in my vocabulary. But, it describes my general mood at present.

The most remarkable part of this story is that I had a huge event on Thursday. While I was very busy leading up to that event, I never was really stressed about it.

I see the bigger picture and I refuse to get caught up in silliness.

For now, I'm just chilling.