Learning

I feel like there are lessons we are supposed to learn along the way in life. Apparently, one of these lessons I have yet to master, because I keep making the same mistake. Over and over again.

Maybe the lesson this time is to recognize the pattern and be consciously aware of it. I guess that is a step in the right direction.

If every mistake teaches us something, than the challenge for me is to not ignore that lesson.

It's frustrating because I feel like I have made a lot of progress. I am in a completely different place from this time last year. I am a better person. I'm stronger. I wake up each morning with purpose. Last year I didn't.

So why do I fall into the same trap. More accurately, why do I seek out the same trap.

Obviously, I still have a lot of learning to do.