Building

That's the theme for the near future. Building my life, building my little down payment nest egg, building a foundation of friendship with my Cute Cop. Who knows what that foundation might led to - maybe just more friendship. I guess that wouldn't be the worst thing in the world. I know my life won't be ruined if that is the final verdict. For me, though, this things keeps building and getting stronger. I've never felt this way about anyone, not even Josh. It scares me. I am afraid I could lose a piece of myself to it.

Still planning a return building trip to New Orleans. Looking forward to that. I need to hook up with a Habitat Build here at home. I need to get outside of my head a little.

Spring is definitely in the air. My optimism is building. I feel really good today.