Feeling

My heart is breaking a little this morning for a friend of a friend. This girl is supposed to be the enemy. The girl he chose over me, whatever. I feel sorry for her. And not in any silly patronizing way. Getting a fuller picture of who she is and the life that she has. It makes me wish I could somehow help her. Of course, I can't.

I love my life and I am grateful for it everyday. I love the people that are in my life. I've been really lonely this weekend and some of that sadness is still lingering, I guess. But, even in my sadness, I can smile and go about my day because I know it's temporary. I know I'll feel better by this afternoon.

But this girl. I can't imagine what her days are like. My guess is that Cute Cop is the brightest spot in them. I know that feeling too. Anyway. A little broken hearted today for her.