Spinning

My head is spinning. Literally. I've been really dizzy the last couple of days. I don't like it. It's the feeling that comes with a migraine or being really drunk, but I don't have a headache and haven't had a drop to drink.

Metaphorically, my life is spinning a little as well. Not in a perfect circle, but with a bit of a wobble. I just feel out of sorts, out of control.

I'm tired of loving someone who doesn't love me. Why do I keep letting myself go there. Why do I keep spinning the situation to make myself think it will all work out someday.